Wednesday, 18 December 2019

536 Pre-Christmas Slump

I didn't have my shopping done, I was getting over a cold, I was running out of money and I felt terrible. My girlfriend was a pillar of strength though and I always felt better meeting up with her.

I urgently wanted to meet with her and when I did, I started crying in front of her. She hugged me and asked me how I was. I talked, babbled and hugged.

I told her about how sad I was feeling. I told her about all my little worries. She was supportive and loving and wanted to hear more all the time. She then held my hand and brought us to her car where she sat me in and took me on a spin.

I felt safe and relaxed in her car as she drove. I closed my eyes at one point and fell asleep for some time. When I woke up I felt refreshed, I felt like crying again and we hugged again for ages when she stopped the car.

Then we finished off the rest of our Christmas shopping. She helped me out a lot. We also went for a meal, though my appetite had taken a kicking when I was feeling bad. We chatted, I took a few bites and we chatted some more. I spent the rest of the day with her and spent as much time with her as possible on the run up to and including Christmas. She said she loved me and wanted to spend more time with me. I said the same back through floods of tears.

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